Normandy

I just got back from a wonderful weekend in Normandy, France with the rest of my program and I have to say it was one of the best experiences I've had so far. I'm going to make this post mainly about the pictures so I won't say much more. I never expected to feel the kinds of things I did when visiting such historical sites, but being there made everything feel so much more real.

Mount Saint Michel

American Cemetery

Omaha Beach

Socialism.. That's like, um, Communism or Something, Right?

Actually, it's like, um, where you give a little more back to the government and in turn you and your fellow citizens receive abounding benefits including (but not limited to) health care (that isn't just there for those who can afford it, surprise!) and education. Wait.. that doesn't sound so bad does it? Okay, so maybe this sounds like I'm about to go on some rambling rampage, but I promise I have a point here.. er, at least I think I do.

So maybe I haven't yet been sent to the hospital here (fingers crossed), and my exorbitant tuition fees haven't changed, but I still believe it is reflected in society as a whole in Europe. It's so refreshing, and yet, I can't quite put my finger on what it is. However, maybe I can tell you what it isn't. It isn't people obsessing over this mine, mine, mine syndrome. Money, food, beer - take your pick, it doesn't matter - if it's my 'hard earned' 6 pack of Brewskis don't even think about asking for one without getting a considerable guilt trip before I finally give it up (a trite analogy, I'm aware, but one I relate with nonetheless). All over the money, because it is all about the money after all, right? Why should I share that with anybody else if it is, after all, mine.

Because of the Common Good, something I believe is lost on a lot of people, particularly in the land of the proud and free. You don't want people rising up against you when they realize they've been cheated out of what is rightfully everyone's? When those who are more fortunate give back a share, not only do they benefit in the end, but they contribute to everyone else's well being. Guess what that equals? A happier society on the whole. Please don't take my words wrong and think that I'm saying Socialism is the answer to all of society's ills - I don't think anybody's ever gonna have that one figured out. I'm also not saying, "Hey, Capitalist America.. maybe it's time you quietly move your way on over to Socialism?" Because that's simply not feasible. Afterall, there will always be a Europe for me to come back to.

I do, however, believe that many Americans have been duped into believing that Socialism is just another word for Communism - that very scary monster we thought we got rid of in 1989. Don't be mistaken, the government hasn't come to take over everyone's lives, it just wants to spread the wealth a little more evenly. And I really can't see the harm in that.

Which is why I am so excited to see where this Occupy movement is going. It makes me proud to see, from way over here, what the 99% are finally making a stand for. Taking a stand against capitalist greed, corporate gain, and frank injustice toward the American people. 4,000 miles away, I stand strong with the 99%.

Oh wait - I go to school here too?

Okay, so maybe the rumors I've heard are true - there must be some sort of 'study abroad shield' that keeps us naive college aged hooligans from coming to terms with the reality of our experiences. The past week has been a true testament to that idea. Oh wait, this is the 6th week of classes? Midterms are a week away from tomorrow? And maybe it's time to start thinking about that 20 page term paper staring you in the face. . . So I guess I became the stereotype and let everything get ahead of me, but the bottom line is this beautiful city is just one grand distraction from anything academically important.

Of course I haven't completely forgotten that I am 'studying' abroad, but the abroad part manages to win out everytime. Not to mention the difficulties I've been having getting acquainted with differences in classroom structure, teaching methods and expectations. I've been here for a month and a half, shouldn't I have it all figured out by now? However, through all of the frustrations and struggles I seem to be going through within the past few weeks, I am reminded by my dad of some important advice: Focus on and do well at those things you actually have control over, and the rest will be okay. Maybe more importantly - You've gotta let what's happened in the past stay there. There's no sense in worrying about something you may have done wrong a week ago.

As difficult as this new environment may be for certain aspects of my personality, it's all a learning experience. Ultimately, that's the reason I'm here - not only to learn more about myself, but to learn to adapt and make the best of a situation. It may be uncomfortable and challenging, but a different perspective is one we all need sometimes.

Sorry for the lesson in life, (I'm sure you're all here to read about marvelous traveling adventures and the glamorous European life) but unfortunately (or fortunately) that's not all I'm here to do. This year for me is about a lot of things, many of which I'm sure are still not completely evident to me. Thanks for reading, and I hope everyone is getting the chance to experience their own life lessons; They won't kill you, but they'll certainly make you stronger :)